Being by yourself, you tend to have a lot of time to think and over the past few days I’ve been trying to peice things together. When you have a hunch, you try and figure out what it means and right now I got a hunch. (Well, I’ve had the hunch for a while now but that’s besides the point)
I debate whether or not to remotely discuss it, but it doesn’t make sense to me. I’m trying to work it from every possibly angle, but it just doesn’t make any sense to me. The only point where it does make sense, is if they can’t accept what they want to do, and what they want to do requires taking a chance that they don’t want to expose to others.
It’s a risk, monumental.
Take your time. You have a lot of things going for you, and you have to be absolutely sure what you want to do. If you want a test, drive me to the airport on the 31st and stay with me until I go through the gates to board my plane. Between now and then, things will change, we would’ve talked, expectations would have changed.
