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My Intentions.

Tuesday, August 24th, 2010

Grab the bull by the horns the old adage goes.
Nobody tells you where to go from there.
Seems like fate’s pulling you.
Decisions have to be made.
The best path is the hardest earned.

Back and forth the struggle consumes us all.
Trying to keep a level head.
In the most unsettling of times.
Today I’ll become the bull.

There is so much at stake.
I stumble I lose my place.
Pride and arrogance surrounded by sin.
Destiny takes its hold.
Fight it or let it go.
But I choose how the day will end.

G-G-G-G GO!

Back and forth the struggle consumes us all.
Trying to keep a level head.
In the most unsettling of times.
Today I become the bull. [x2]

This walk can get lonely.
I lose myself inside my head.
No one can touch you when you’re outside staring in.
Remove myself from this rat race.

Back and forth the struggle consumes us all.
Trying to keep a level head.
In the most unsettling of times.
Today I become the bull.

Atreyu – Becoming The Bull

The dynamic.

Friday, August 20th, 2010

It changed, but why.

What’s up.

Dear Current Employer.

Monday, July 19th, 2010

Let me be frank my dear dear current employer.
You are not for me.
However, what I have learned from you, the connections I made, the growing up I did, I thank you. You have taught me quite a bit, and you have my eternal thanks.
But it still doesn’t change the fact that you are not for me. I learned from someone great that you simply can not cage a bird meant to fly free. No matter how hard you try.
Let me comfort you in saying that this isn’t a break up letter. In fact I just committed myself for four more years to your servitude, and even though I felt myself die a little when I turned that paperwork in. I like that I am still continuing to learn more about me from the situations you have put me in. I know I tell myself I strive for the peace in life, but I can’t escape the hectic life I swirl in.

I like it. Well, I learned to like it. You have made me crazier, more angry, more dependent on Red Bull, and jaded. I wake up some days debating on going in or just to continue to lay in bed. But I still show up. It’s not the possible jail time that makes me continue if I were to abandon you. But because I think someone, somewhere possibly depends on me. I don’t always make the right call, I don’t always do the right thing, I make more enemies than I do friends. But I still show up. Angry, bitter, hopped up on a caffeine product that will most likely shorten my life span, but in the hopes that it gets better and strive to try and make it better. That I will make the right call, do the right thing, and make more friends than enemies.

I’ve met people that made me remember who I was, saw situations that made me remember why I gladly escaped similar circumstances years before. People who I wanted to be, and insipred me to where I wanted to go. But, there is something there that leaves me bitter, lingering for something that you haven’t given me, or I haven’t found. Maybe my next location will be different, maybe that someone who told me it’d be different and that despite the same bullshit I deal with could be there. That I would enjoy it. I hope that person is in fact, right. I know I have a back up plan, one that I thought I have given up on, that at one point I called, “a useless institution that wasted four years of your life that left you broke, paying off loans for too long, leaving you in a career you would never like”.

I don’t know. I have taken a chance on you, like the same chance you gave me. I’ll still continue to try, I can’t let myself give up or give in.

But it still doesn’t change the fact that you are not for me.

Yours Truly,
Ian

PS – Silly string has made it bit a more bearable, please issue a national stock number for it so we can get more on order.

One Year with my iPhone: I still crave Android.

Friday, June 4th, 2010

I’ve had my iPhone for about a year now, I foolishly bought a 3g iPhone the DAY BEFORE WWDC 2009. I thought I made a mistake, but in reality it wasn’t as bad as I thought it was gonna be. Because, really, what was the real difference between the 3g and the 3gs? I didn’t need the video camera (nor did I crave it), the compass was a neat little toy (what ever happened to augmented reality apps?), and that’s pretty much it for me. I know there was probably more there, but I don’t really care.
So one year later, what happened?
Nothing really. I have an iPhone, and what…. Yeah… I have an iPhone. While I am an Apple fan, and I like how their shit just works. I still find myself not sold on the iPhone, I see HTC and their offerings… And yet, I still crave a good Android based smartphone. But why though? The iPhone does what I want it to do, it’s got great apps, the phone is a phone, and it’s a solid piece of work. I just… I keep looking at the Nexus One, HTC Incredible, HTC Evo, and other Android based phones. I know I’ll never buy a ”regular” cellphone again, thanks to what the iPhone has done. But, why am I thinking of cheating on Apple?
Flash doesn’t bother me, in fact, I do not like flash. I’ve hated flash for the longest time and I’m glad there are new standards coming out to change the landscape.
Tethering… It’s a good idea, but there are wifi networks out there and if I really wanted to get connected to the interwebs and add some more tubes, I’d get one of those dealie bobs from Sprint or Verizon (Overdrive or Mifi respectively).
Is it AT&T? I used AT&T and Cingular before with my myriad of Motorola phones and never had a problem, and with my iPhone I haven’t had the issues that everyone else suffers. Which I blame crap bandwidth in high population areas for those issues. My only problem is that where I go in the states, I always have Edge. *shrugs* That really doesn’t bother me, unless I’m driving and then Pandora does it’s thing.
I think it’s the lack of personality in the OS itself. I am a very individualistic person, I hate falling in line with others. So when I see my iPhone and everyone elses iPhone, and the only difference between being the cases. It tends to bother me more than usual. I like my iPad because I can set the background on the lock and home screens. But I don’t know if thats entirely it.

Image from Unbeatable.com

I love a good user interface, and I’ve loved Macs for so long because it’s a good, solid UI. It’s pretty much been the same since 19huzabuzah, and it works. I think the iPhone OS UI is too simplistic. Black background, 4×5 block of apps, and that’s it. To be honest, the HTC Evo home screen is pretty much what I expect a smartphone home page to be, it’s what I hoped the iPhone OS interface could be. However, even with OS 4 coming out in the Fall, it’s still going to be the same. The same bleak, bland interface, but with backgrounds. It should be the date and time being taking the upper fourth, the current weather underneath, and maybe 4 to 8 eight of your most used apps. And then the following pages of apps after, would be the 4×5 block of blandness, all the while getting the Johnny Ive touch.
I have yet to decide if I will buy a 4G iPhone when it comes out, or buy out my AT&T contract and jump ship. Android seems to get better and better, while my lovely little iPhone just goes, “Hey, I’m here. I’m still behind the game but if it were 4 years ago, I’d be awesome!”
Is this the start of me jumping off the HMS Apple? Not so much, it is me however, craving that Apple-formula that’s worked so well in other products. My advice to everyone else, look at the iPhone, and look at the latest HTC offerings. Either way you probably wont be disappointed, but play with both handsets, make your choice, and you will not be disappointed. Smartphones are the future, and the future is gonna rock.

Catch up.

Thursday, May 27th, 2010

I’m still playing that game, about four weeks of twelve hour shifts and you begin to lose track of what you have got going on, where you are and most importantly, what time it is.

I’m still editing about a hundred-and-fifty photos, and each one is taking me around thirty minutes to complete. At least, my new iMac can keep up with it all. I’ve been toying with the idea of buying a new iMac since I saw the new 27″ model debut. So when my 24″ model finally bit the bucket (it couldn’t take the heat of being on for almost three years straight!), I took the dive after my ”inner-voice” convinced me it was a good idea.

“Hey Ian, buy that iMac. It’s a good idea. Yeah Ian! It’s a good idea, you’ve been eye-fucking that iMac for two months now!”

Goddamned inner-voice.

But now that I’m slowly catching up, other little foibles show up. The stress is annoying, but it’s tolerable. I mean, if you let it get to you, they win. And we just can’t have them winning, can we?

Facebook | Ian Munroe Photography

Saturday, May 8th, 2010

iPad: Augmented Consumption Reality.

Tuesday, April 20th, 2010

So it came to no ones surprise that I had purchased an Apple iPad. I placed my order the first day that I could, and already had a list of names picked out. I sat and eagerly waited with my trendy hipster glasses, hairdo, and clothes, for the device that fanboys said would change the way we do our computing. I saw the live feed of the announcement back in January and I told myself that I would wait for the second generation, as I never* buy a first gen device.
(* – I came to the conclusion after buying the first gen iPod Touch, what a God awful mistake that was).
So as time went on, my opinion began to waver as I heard the rumors of the iPhone OS 3.2 and 4.0, multitasking(?!), custom backgrounds, oh can it be?
“Goddamnit Steve.” I thought, “Why are you doing this to me? Just give me a solid update for the iPhone and MacBooks already!”
When the pre order date finally arrived, I balked and placed my order. I will forever be Steve Jobs’ Bitch.
After I saw that more rumors were flying around, and seeing more screenshots of the UI, I was getting more sold on it. Then the software/apps I saw that were being developed. “I hate you, Apple!” I felt like a battered wife going back to a broken home, “I can’t quit you.”
I sit in my bed writing this review, and I feel a little guilty since Steve, my MacBook Pro, is sitting next to me just idling there. All my computers are now, are docking stations for my various iPods, my iPhone, and now my iPad.
But this is meant as a review of the iPad, not my resentment/lust for that company that is named Apple. On with the show!
The iPad is not meant as a stand alone computer, it is not a replacement for your pc or mac. The way I see it is designed, and some others, is that this either is a media consumption device (a portable media player), or a computer to augment your everyday use.
And as both, it excels in both for me.
The iPod and Video app interfaces are beautiful and are laid out in the best way possible. If you use iTunes and are familiar with that interface, you shouldn’t have an issue with it. It actually makes me wish the iTunes interface was more like this. The only way it could be possibly better, is if it had Home Sharing enabled like it is on iTunes on your pc or mac. You can buy your usual music while enjoying your frappé at your local Starbucks and using the free wifi or if you opted for the 3G version, anywhere you go. And if your are feeling saucy enough, your favorite movie when your friend said that they destroyed your only copy and Best Buy is out, and you’re way to your friends house to kick their ass.
However, since I have an iMac, MacBook Pro, and AppleTV and a iPhone, I’m not hurting for another portable media consumption device. But, I was rather taken by the iBooks app. I like to read, but I have a little problem. My apartment is rather small, and my space is limited, not to mention the local AAFES BX doesn’t carry the kind of books I want to read, and I get annoyed by browsing books on Barnes and Noble online. Oh, did I also mention I’m not buying any conventional media for a year too?
I was looking at the Amazon Kindle or the Sony e-reader as a way to augment my reading habit. So why not try it out, right? My first purchase was, “Chelsea Chelsea Bang Bang”, by Chelsea Handler. (which is a great for you to look at by the way)
I liked the fact that I could slide my finger across to turn the pages, you can change the brightness in app, font size, font face. The only thing I don’t like so far, is the limited amount of publishers working with the Apple. So I need to deal with the Kindle app and the Kindle store, which isn’t all that bad, I can get the books Apple doesn’t have available, and if ever had a Kindle, my books would’ve synced with the app and my iPad.
However, as iTunes was at first, and where that is now. I can only imagine how big the iBookstore will in a years time.
But, my biggest squee/growl moment with the iPad, came with the Photos app. I love how the multi-touch features are implemented, pinch in and out to open or close folders. Rotate with two fingers on the screen to turn images, but why Apple, why won’t you allow us to save the orientation after were done rotating it? My biggest gripe, and the one that annoys me to all end, is that the Photo app doesn’t offer basic photo editing options. Since you can use your iPad with a memory card dock, why oh why can’t you let us crop, rotate, or do simple red eye adjustments? I would love an iPhoto style or even a mobile Aperture version to *buy* to do some basic photo editing. Which, right now for me is severely lacking on this device.
Everything else? It does gaming very well. With my year long sabbatical from conventional media, it’s actually making the gaming move very easy. Between WeRule, Implode XL, Crosswords, Jelly Car 2, Flight Control HD, and the various solitaire apps, I’m set. The only thing hurting, is my wallet.
Email, Internet, YouTube. Very, very well done. In landscape, with the bigger keyboard, the 1024×768 display is aptly suited for the various emails you’ll write (or say you’ll write) to mom, surf Facebook, and watch the latest viral vids. And come later in the year, at the same time possibly. And I’ll say this, who the hell needs Flash? HTML 5 video loads just as easily as flash, and you don’t have to worry about it bogging down your system. I hate Flash, and I can’t wait to see it die the slow and painful death it deserves. In the animation realm I can stomach it, but for everything else, if you are a web developer and you rely solely on flash implementation, you have failed your clients hardcore.
Back on track, Ian.
The iPad. Is it a revolution of modern computing? I think its a start of something big. 10 hours of battery life, I managed to get 12 out of it with moderate use before I got nervous about recharging it. I like where this could lead to, and I cant wait to see what others come up with to challenge Apple. If you want laptop or a net book and you are not a power user, I suggest you try out an iPad. If you want to augment your computer use, and not always be planted at your desktop, and you don’t want a laptop. Look at an iPad. However, if don’t have a computer, and you want something small, portable, for easy computing, look at a net book or a small laptop. (To set up an iPad, you need a computer with iTunes).

I like it, I really do. And despite what you think, you’ll like it too. Just get your hands on one and you’ll realize that this something you’ve been wanting for the longest time.

Say hello

Saturday, April 10th, 2010


Say hello, originally uploaded by ianmunroe.

To my new 32gb iPad, Issac. :D The name was inspired from the old Apple Newton.

Tangible Media and Me.

Friday, April 9th, 2010

It’s no surprise how far digital media has integrated into our daily lives, with rise in popularity of smartphones and netbooks/small internet appliances you are no further away from the whole world than you are from a delicious grande breve caramel macchiato. So it is with this that I began to think about a challenge. one that was inspired by a prominent technology writer, one maybe a bit easier to accomplish after I recently ordered and received my 32gb Apple iPad, one that’ll test my ability to procure what I want.
That challenge? To go a whole year without buying real, tangible media. One full year without buying a book, a compact disc, and *gasp* video games. A year, without any brand new video games? Had I started this challenge last year, it might be a bit easier, but since I’m going to PCS (Permanent Change of Station) this December back to the states. It’s going to be a bit of a challenge.
I know one of person who had tried this, Andy Ihnatko.  He had gone an entire calendar year without buying any real physical media (newspapers, comic books, books, cd/dvd, etc. etc.)

The Year Of No Media – I spent 2009 with the goal of acquiring no physical media of any kind. No CDs, no DVDs, no books, no magazines, no newspapers, no comics, no nothin’. It turned out to be a comprehensive report card on the transition from physical to digital media. What kinds of physical media can you do without? And which forms of information and entertainment have been completely passed by?


The rules I’m going to abide by are pretty simple.

  • Can not, will not buy/trade any physical, tangible source of media. This includes newspapers, magazines, books, compact disc, digital video disc, video games. Note: This does not restrict my use of buying camera/Apple gear, etc.
  • If I wish to procure any kind of media, it has to be completely digital and be from a digital source (iTunes, iBooks, AppStore, Amazon/Kindle store, Netflix, Mac|Life/magazine pdf subscription, etc.). It can not come on a disc to be transferred to my computer.

This isn’t that hard to figure out, but if you talk to anyone who knows me will say that the hardest challenge in this is going to be the procurement of video games. I could just jailbreak my PS3, or my XBox 360 and torrently download pirated copies of the latest and greatest games. But that’s just not legal, and let’s face it, I wont be  able to survive prison.
So will I be able to make it? *shrugs* It should be fun to try. Maybe, maybe if I’m good about this, I’ll actually post updates. (I’m horribly bad at that :P )

What Makes Me Happy: Part 1 of 2 Insights.

Tuesday, March 9th, 2010

Since my Uncle Norman died, I have felt like I was floating around place to place. Truth be told, it didn’t really hit me until I started talking to my Aunt Judie about it and replying back to an email on the 21st of February (and Young Love – Close Your Eyes, just happen to come and that didn’t help matters). You can be the happiest person alive, but a death of someone you cared about will always get you thinking about what makes you happy. Hell, it just may be someone you know, or a death you read about that just gets the gear turning.
And mine got turning.
Everyone loves Top 10 lists (maybe that’s why David Letterman is so popular), and there are apps on Facebook to help you create various lists. And I’m also very sure that with a simple Google search you’ll get around 230,000 websites devoted to such lists. Lists can rank your priorities, they can be just a simple way to remember what to do, or it could be what song you listen to first on each day of the week. They are a great way just to give information.

This is going to be a two part post. First part is of ten (10) things that make me happy with no explanation. Then, following some time, I’ll follow up the post with an explanation as to why the item makes/made me happy. Why they make me happy is not really important, some/most are a release for me, while others co-inside with each other and then lead to some of the better memories I have.  But that’s gonna come later, for now though, just the list.

a. Standing behind my camera.
b. A good piece of music, preferably classical or ’92 to ’94 Rock Alternative.
c. A good, long drive.
d. An interesting book.
e. A warm night, a clear sky and a half moon.
f. Legos.
g. A real conversation.
h. A B-movie, whether it be kung-fu, sci-fi, horror, or a combination of all three.
i. Baseball.
j. Being able to write.